10 days since I arrived to Romania, or Europe or call it our world. After spending almost 5 months in Kenya I hope I changed. When someone tells me that I am different I get worried knowing that the things you see with an open eye are only at the surface, and it can dissapear.
Life experiences with a strong impact change you for life, in better or in worse. I have seen things that have shaken me. I had felt strong and powerful emotions that made me ask myself a lot of questions.

My friends are asking me what did I learn from this experience. Of course I was evaluating my life there and trying to draw some conclusions. It was so intense and I only feel bad that sometimes I had days when I wanted everything to end and just leave. I feel bad because in one moment I started to count the remaining days wanting for time to pass by faster. But I am human and this is a very good excuse to make mistakes.

Nowdays I look at the pictures I took, I read emails that I recieve from friends in Kenya. A strange mixed feeling of love, sadness and nostalgy fills my soul. The question I have to ask after I take a breath and stop telling my african story is "Will you come back?". YES. I wanted to change the world and I changed my ways. I wanted to have an impact over the people there and I ended up being inspired by them in a way that I didn't expect: the other way around, I felt weak in front of strong people. I dance, I laughed, I cryed, I learned to have paience with people and involuntary I grew up.

Now I know that everything happens for a reason and this is just the begining of my great story, the one I am writing every day. I will never give up believing in my dreams, I will never stop helping others achieve theirs. At the end we will close our eyes and sleep, I want to have endless sweet dreams with beautiful people.

Enjoy