Taking great decions in times of tempest ,

If I thik about my life , my dreams and my acomplishments I realise that the small decisions I took in different moments changed me a lot. Like every human being I sometimes stop and think :"But what if...".

What if I had joined Police Academy , and now I was a cop. For a very long period of time , taht has been one of my most boiling goals.
What if in the second year of faculty I would have left home for going to UK and work in a farm. Thank you mother that you stopped me than.
What if I accepted a job in a romanian company , what if I wouldnt have joined AIESEC , what if I never left for Exchange .

I don't know if it is the some for you , but I always build in my mind how I want my life to be and I start dreaming. And from time to time someone or something tells me to wake up to the real world. Waking up meens doing what everybody expects me to do : live a safe , normal , superficial life. If I hate something in life , I hate dream breakers.

Why I think life is a miracle :

Two days ago I was enjoing a glass of white wine at Comfort. Sitting there outside on the balcony alone at the table and dreming. It was 3 in the afternoon and the street was packed with people. It wasn't very hot but the sun was reminding me that I am in Africa . I was thinking of KWS : living on Wasini Island , protecting the dolphins and training the villagers on HIV and enviornment conservation... really saving the planet. I was thinking about the meeting at EABL in the morning , marketing and beer. I was thanking God for knowing people like Sebi , Angie , Leah and Cathy. AIESEC-ers that cared about me , true friends that were doing everything to help me find a job. A decent job in Kenya. I remembered my friends at home and the reasons why I came here. I couldn't find the reason called :"finding a common job." So I drunk my last zip of wine being proud that I made the decision on going to the island, without salary. After an hour , my Dream Team gathered. We were meeting someone. That someone inspired us again. Beatrice told us about her projects and how we can blend in and help.

I couldn't stop laughing. First project is on Wasini Island , building schools.

I am proud that I made another decision and I even had confirmation from God that I am doing the right thing.